I almost gave up. That’s right. I considered chucking it all
in and shutting myself away. To be honest, I’ve been tempted to do that many
times in my life. Guess that’s my hillbilly tendencies! But each time, the Lord
reaches in and gently pulls me back to reality.
This time, I lost
motivation and direction because of tiredness and lack of concentration. Oh, I
have dreams and visions, but they all seem too big, too much effort, too much
risk. Then, as I wandered through another of those old books I love, I came
across two stories.
The first told of a
couple who had been dedicated workers in their church. They taught Sunday
school for years, served on leadership teams, and retired moving away to a new
location after a great send-off. As they settled into their new home, the local
pastor greeted them excited to have such fine folks starting to attend his
church. He needed the help they could
provide. But as he offered the opportunity for service, they declined saying
they had done all that and were no longer willing to serve. They decided their sowing time was over.
The second story
was of an older gentleman who had spent many years serving his community as the
local doctor. Time had come to leave his practice, but instead of going away
from his community, he threw himself into opportunities through his church to
continue giving. When asked why he continued, he said he was doing his Evening
Sowing.
That took me to
Ecclesiastes 11:6, “In the morning sow
thy seed, and in the evening withhold not thine hand: for thou knowest not
whether shall prosper, either this or that, or whether they both shall be alike
good.” Evening Sowing. Do you see it?
In the morning – in
your youth – sow thy seed. Yes, grow. Raise a family. Get a career. Enjoy the
time of strength with exuberance and steady commitment. Serve the Lord with
gladness and faithfulness.
In the evening – in
your mature years – continue sowing. Don’t stop. Remain steadfast.
Why? Because you
don’t know where the real prosperity lies. You might have seen success in your
youth. There is no reason to believe you will not see the same as you age.
Besides, if all the older adults stop serving and sowing, the burden on the
youth becomes greater.
I’m concerned when reading
about Millennials telling Baby Boomers to move over and give them the reins. That
doesn’t seem to be the teaching of Scripture. Matter of fact, I read that the
older are to teach the younger. Society is getting things out of sync here.
So, what was the Lord
saying that helped me not to give up, to keep going? He said, “Gail, I am in
control of these things. I need you to continue with the vision I have given. I
need you to do your evening sowing and leave the outcome to me!”
Dear younger reader. Serve heartily. Do what
you know God wants you to do with all your might. Enjoy life. It is a gift of God. And look for a mentor
with some character and age, someone whose wisdom leads you to confidence and
helps you stay on the path.
And if you are an
older reader, don’t give up. Keep sowing seed of kindness, faith, and hope in
the lives of those around you. Keep your eyes on the goal God has given you and
work toward it. Don’t sit, waiting around for it to come. Pursue it. You never
know what blessings God has prepared for you or whose life you will touch for
eternal value. Get out there and do your evening sowing!
So, speaking of Evening Sowing. I’m asking you to remember me in prayer as I
continue blogging and writing. My
children’s stories, Reba and Katherine, are only a part of what I hope to
continue. I have several more stories
about the girls I’d love to publish, and a couple other children’s things up my
sleeve. If you haven’t looked at these
stories, here’s a link: https://www.amazon.com/Gail-Gritts/s?k=Gail+Gritts
I am also working on the Bible word
devotionals I blogged back in 2013. I’m
calling it 50 Bible Words. My plan is to have it on Amazon in paperback and
eBook in 2020. I’ll keep you posted when
it's ready!
And, I am learning how to podcast. This is a big step for me
because I’m not that tech-savvy, but they all say it’s not hard. We’ll see!
Meanwhile, thank you for reading, sharing, and dropping comments and encouragement.
You keep sowing,
too!
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