Week Twenty-Five - I Must Be

What did you want to be when you grew up? A nurse, a doctor, a singer, or a teacher? I never thought about that much when I was young, but as my teen years approached, I became more serious about this choice. I knew I wanted to do something that would help people, but I didn't know what that looked like. 

A nurse was off my list because I can't take gore. Singing wasn't possible because I realised my voice was too plain, and a teacher? Well, I didn't have the patience necessary. So as I looked around, I noticed one overriding interest - houses. I loved drawing house plans, so I began exploring becoming an architect. The sad thing was that women were not in that industry during my era, and my Dad informed me so. So that door seemed closed. I looked into the Peace Corps, but they required a degree, and my family didn't have money for college, so I felt like there was no real place for me in the workforce. What did I do? I got married.

It really was the best choice I have ever made. God was at work in my life, and I didn't even know it. I found Christ as my Saviour, and God called Tom into ministry. My job description was beginning to form. And I'm still working that same job and am very thankful for it.

I mention this because a devotion piqued my interest the other day. Dick Brogden was discussing being and doing from the first chapter of James, and he said, "You cannot be something without doing it."

And how true is that? If we say we are mothers, then we should be mothering or fathering, as the case may be. If we say we are Christians, then we should live and act like one. If we say we are servants of the Lord, then our willing service will be readily seen. If we say we are holy, we will live a holy life, and the comparisons could continue. 

To be legitimate, we must be doing what we see ourselves to be. Otherwise, we are hypocrites, fooling ourselves into believing we are something we are not. Obedience and faithfulness to where God has placed me, to the position I fulfill, and to the calling of God upon my life make me who I am.

But here's the blessed point of the devotion: "Anything good I do flows out of God's being and doing." I must be doing what God has given me to do, but even in my doing, it is He who gives the increase. It is He working through me to accomplish His will. And that counts for mothering, singing, nursing, teaching, and even every day living. I must be doing what I say I am.

Week Twenty-Four - A Sketchy Background

Jesus has a sketchy background. You might find that statement odd. He is the Son of God, perfect and holy. How could anyone say He had a sketchy background? 

When you run the genealogy of Jesus in the book of Matthew, you come across some rather dubious characters. The first two verses are kinda okay, but when you get to verse three, you are introduced to a man named Phares, sometimes spelled Pharez. Do you know his story? 

In Genesis 38, we are told that Pharez and his twin sister, Zarah, were the children of Judah. Their mother, Tamar, Judah's daughter-in-law, disguised herself as a prostitute and tricked Judah into sleeping with her because he had been negligent in providing her another husband. Pharez's entry into this life was nothing to boast about. But he was recognized as the son of Judah, and when you read the genealogy of David in Ruth 4, you see that he is the grandfather of Boaz and, eventually, King David, Jesus' family line.

We really don't know much more about Pharez, except for the statement in Ruth 4:11-12. As Boaz makes his bid for Ruth, "And all the people that were in the gate, and the elders, said, We are witnesses. The Lord make the woman that is come into thine house like Rachel and like Leah, which two did build the house of Israel: and do thou worthily in Ephratah, and be famous in Bethlehem: and let thy house be like the house of Pharez, whom Tamar bare unto Judah, of the seed which the Lord shall give thee of this young woman."

"Let thy house be like the house of Pharez?" Apparently, Pharez did not let his sketchy background inhibit him. He rose in leadership and was recognized a worthy son of Judah. He wasn't an accident. God had a purpose for his life.

Dick Brogden said, "When God assembles a team of insignificant people and wins with them, it is pretty obvious who is responsible for the victory." A sketchy background does not intimidate God. He specialized in using the unlikely. And He will use you, never doubt it.

Week Twenty-Three - Pressing Needs

Are you like me? Anxious to see how things will work out? Impatient with the process? Annoyed by waiting? I don't consider myself impatient, but I do grow weary of standing in line when things are taking too long or dealing with issues that seem to have no resolution. On the other hand, I also understand the joy of being patient and seeing God at work, and I have enough road behind me to see the wisdom of waiting.

Let me share one of my waiting experiences. Back in 2004, we were facing a financial shortfall, to put it lightly. We were already in debt, but took on a second mortgage to keep us on the field. That fixed things for a while, but the exchange rate jumped, and things got tighter and tighter.  I began asking God for a miracle. 

Sometimes, the weight of the debt grew so heavy that I found myself in tears and real fear, but each time I came to the Lord, His word to me was, "Wait."

Oh, I didn't want to do that. I wanted this off my hands. I prayed and prayed for another ten years, and still, there was no relief. We pulled our belts tight, and God carried us through, but we could not resolve this mortgage. Meanwhile, God gave me Psalm 119:49 to hang on to. It reads, "Remember the word unto thy servant, upon which thou hast caused me to hope."

I heard God telling me to wait. I knew He placed in my heart the realization that He had already answered, but the time wasn't now. So I wiped my tears and rested, hoped, and believed His word to me as I continued to serve. I can't tell you how often I had to return to that verse. I repeated it when the debt overwhelmed me. I'd pray it as I pleaded before the Lord, knowing He always honors His Word.

As we moved into 2020, it still lingered. All our other debt was gone, but this one remained.

God continued to say, "Wait." I kept praying and watching to see how He would help us resolve this problem. I knew He would and only He could, so I waited for Him.

Now, I had prayed from 2004 to 2023, but let me drop back to 2003, before the mortgage. My mother passed away. My inheritance was a rental house. We owned it clear and free, and the income from it we used to clear other debt, keep ourselves afloat, and try to keep up the property. We planned to use it for retirement.

So, in 2023, while still praying about the mortgage, God said, "Now it is the time. Sell that house and clear the mortgage."

"What," I said, "Sell the house?"

"Yes," God said, "It has completed the job I needed it to do, and now this is My answer. Use the funds to clear your mortgage."

I thought I'd be really sad to see the house go, but I wasn't. God's hand was all over it.

The renter wanted to purchase it without any inspections. Our property manager was also an estate agent and managed the sale, only charging us 3%, and things went incredibly smoothly. The mortgage was cleared, and we still had money to invest for retirement. A win, win! 

The sigh of relief and the joy of knowing God had directed the whole thing felt wonderful. I give all glory to Him. My waiting paid off, and what did I learn? God always answers prayer. Wait, is an answer.

In Ruth 3:18, Naomi instructs Ruth to wait, saying, "Sit still, my daughter, until thou know how the matter will fall; for the man will not be in rest, until he have finished the thing this day."

Friend, Christ, your kinsman redeemer, sees your need, and when you bring it to Him and lay it at His feet, He blesses and assures you He will answer. He does not slumber nor sleep in His care and attention to you. You can sit still, knowing He is working on your behalf.

If you have a pressing need today, take yourself to the feet of the altar and ask the Lord to work. You'll go away blessed and anticipating His answer, even if He says, "Wait."

Week Twenty-Two - Under His Wings

Psalm 139 is one of my favorite Psalms because I always find comfort and joy in its description of how much God is involved in the tiny, everyday details of my life. His intimate attention and care are truly too marvelous to comprehend. 

Dick Brogden, in his devotional Live/Dead, speaks of Psalm 139, saying, "It unveils the joys of being fully known."

God knows us, so we do not need others to know us; we rest in who we are in Christ without seeking extra attention from others. 

God knows us, so we keep no secrets from Him, for He knows everything, and we need not fear exposure. 

God knows us, so we are free, hedged in by His love, and under His everlasting wings.

As we continue Ruth's journey from last week, we left her traveling to Bethlehem with Naomi. Despite the challenges and uncertainties, she is steadfast in her determination, venturing with God. As the Lord would have it, Ruth goes out to glean for food and finds herself in the field of Boaz, a kinsman of Naomi. 

God will not disappoint Ruth, for her testimony of kindness and faithfulness to her mother-in-law has gone before her, and Boaz shows her generous favor. Ruth casts herself upon God, and God will not disappoint her.

When we cast our all upon God, trusting fully in Him, He will not fail us either. Whether we need sustenance, encouragement, forgiveness, or strength, He meets us right where we are and provides for our every need. His provision is a testament to His care for us, moving every circumstance for our benefit. 

In Ruth 2:12, Boaz says to Ruth, "The Lord recompense thy work, and a full reward be given thee of the Lord God of Israel, under whose wings thou art come to trust." Ruth's steadfast mind placed her in favor with everyone around her, and God wraps His wings of protection and divine providence around her. 

Psalm 84:11 reads, "No good thing will he withhold from them who walk uprightly." To walk uprightly means to live in a manner that is pleasing to God, following His commandments and living a life of integrity. God always rewards faithfulness, and the faithful are always under His wings for protection and provision. 

"Walking by faith is not a blind walk; it is a confident, assured stride based on the knowledge of God's Word, character, and promises." (Gail Gritts)

Where are you on your spiritual walk? Are you venturing by faith with God? Do you recognize His presence, and are you assured of His protection? Do you, like Ruth, understand that you are "under whose wings thou art come to trust?"

Week Twenty-One - Steadfastly Minded

Stubbornness is most often seen in a negative context. It could be because it frequently comes with an ungracious attitude. But if we change the word from stubborn to steadfast, we have a similar quality but with a more positive context. Let me show you what I mean. 

If someone said,  "Sheer stubbornness caused him to refuse to admit his mistake." We would believe the person to be unyielding and proud. But if we changed the sentence to read, "His steadfastness caused him to hold his position," we'd have more admiration for his stance.

Being steadfast-minded means having a firm, unwavering resolve and focus, not easily swayed by doubt, fear, or external pressures, and remaining steadfast in one's beliefs, decisions, or actions. Steadfast people are mentally strong and resilient, holding firmly to their convictions. This does not mean they are unapproachable or unwilling to consider others' opinions, but they will judge decisions by a consistent set of rules or principles.

Let's consider Ruth's example of steadfastness. Ruth 1:18 reads, "When she (Naomi) saw that she was steadfastly minded to go with her, then she left speaking unto her." As the story goes, Naomi decides to return to Bethlehem after the death of her husband and two sons. Ruth, her daughter-in-law, decides to go with her, and though Naomi gives several reasons for Ruth to remain, Ruth's heart is steadfastly minded about going with Naomi.

Why was Ruth so determined to push forward? Maybe she deeply loved Naomi and felt concerned about her traveling alone. Maybe she had no family to return to, or maybe she believed God had more for her in a new place. For whatever reason, Ruth was steadfastly minded to push forward.

Oswald Chambers said, "When God gives a vision, transact business on that line no matter the cost." That's what Ruth did, and that's what we must do. When God opens the door, we must go through with a steadfast mind, set on completing our assignment by faith. We should not waver, turn back, or be double-minded.

1 Corinthians 15:58 exhorts us, "Be ye steadfast, unmoveable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, forasmuch as ye know that your labour is not in vain in the Lord." 

As much as Ruth is an example of steadfastness, Balaam is an example of stubbornness. He kept pushing forward to a mission of his own choice, and as he struck the donkey, God used the poor animal to point out the folly of his stubbornness.

So, are you stubborn or steadfast? One holds great reward, and the other sure folly. 

Week Twenty - Mouth to Life Resuscitation

Oh, how powerful are our words. With one unguarded comment, we wound, and with one considered comment, we heal. Dick Brogen calls words weapons of mass destruction.

God is not silent about the power of our words and often warns us to speak softly, thoughtfully, and with purpose, because our words reveal the true intent of our hearts. The book of James reminds us that our tongues set things on fire and are virtually impossible to tame. With our words, we bless God, and with our words, we curse others. 

But that should not be the way we speak. James 3:10 says, "Out of the same mouth proceedeth blessing and cursing. My brethren, these things ought not so to be."

We discover so much about our words in Scripture, but let's give one more thought before we continue.  Ephesians 4:29 reads, "Let no corrupt communication proceed out of your mouth, but that which is good to the use of edifying, that it may minister grace unto the hearers." This is a great measure for words. Is it corrupt? Then don't say it. Will it build someone up? Then don't withhold it.

Dick Brogen wrote, "Praising God and encouraging others is the opposite of tongue death - these are mouth-to-life resuscitation."

And oh, how people need to hear words of life today. The internet and news are full of negative, damaging words. People seem to believe that freedom of speech means they can say whatever hurtful or hateful things come to their mind with no accountability. But let's not be deceived, Jesus said we will give account of every idle word (Matthew 12:36). 

If we are haphazard or unchecked in our speech, we are unwise and damaging to those around us. God will hold us accountable. How much better to be a life-giver? To seek ways to defuse anger, sow unity, and seek peace rather than to blaze words of fire into situations?

Psalm 34:14 contains the phrase, "Seek peace and pursue it." By our words, we can do this. We can give mouth-to-life resuscitation to those gasping for a kind word. We can bring peace to a situation when we pre-judge our words and follow Scriptural instructions.

Our words should bring hope, joy, and even challenge, pointing the receiver to Christ. How are you doing with that these days?

Week Nineteen - Plundering

Tom and I are in a new era. We are not retired, but our ministry has shifted to a different sphere. We are now the old veterans. It is our joy and pleasure to encourage, mentor, and support those now in leadership. Tom used to refer back to the passage in Numbers 9:25, which says the Levitical priests were to move into this type of ministry at 50. Well, he couldn't move there at that age, but he has finally arrived there! It is a joy and a privilege to see the church grow, to watch people move forward with the Lord, and to know that there will be fruit that remains long after we are gone. They are our "crown of rejoicing" (1 Thessalonians 2:19).

Dick Brogden brooched this idea in our devotional reading this past week. He wasn't talking about sitting back and watching things; he was challenging older believers to keep venturing and plundering. Using the story of the lepers in 2 Kings 7, who went into the city to find the enemy gone and everything free for the taking, he said, "Jesus delights over senior citizens who spend their golden years 'plundering' the nations through prayer, visitation, and outreach."

We aren't supposed to just sit and wait to die; we are to still be about our Father's business and out there venturing by faith. There is a great need for people who have walked with God to continue walking in prayer for the church, the leadership, and the growth of the younger ones. There is wisdom under the grey heads that can be brought to bear for those struggling, in need of encouragement, or just a kind word. There is still outreach that can be done best by those a little further down the road, and there is financial, verbal, and physical giving that can be done by the more mature who understand the grace of giving in tangible ways.

Then he wrote, "It is criminal for Jesus' followers, who are amply supplied, to sit in holy huddles while vast collections of people have no access to or news about the Living Bread...they should be calling out to the gatekeepers that there is life, deliverance, and hope." 

Those lepers could not contain their discovery. They recognized that to do so would be wrong. In 2 Kings 7:9, they said, "We do not well: this day is the day of good tidings, and we hold our peace; if we tarry till the morning light, some mischief will come upon us: now therefore come, that we may go and tell the king's household."

If you are an older Christian, let me challenge you to not sit in "holy huddles." Don't separate yourself from the life of the church. Get out there and mingle with the young ones. Share your story, share hope, and plant hope in their lives. It will bring fresh life to your soul. Be flourishing in the courts of the Lord (Psalm 92:13-14). Keep your light shining and keep plundering and venturing by faith.