Are you like me? Anxious to see how things will work out? Impatient with the process? Annoyed by waiting? I don't consider myself impatient, but I do grow weary of standing in line when things are taking too long or dealing with issues that seem to have no resolution. On the other hand, I also understand the joy of being patient and seeing God at work, and I have enough road behind me to see the wisdom of waiting.
Let me share one of my waiting experiences. Back in 2004, we were facing a financial shortfall, to put it lightly. We were already in debt, but took on a second mortgage to keep us on the field. That fixed things for a while, but the exchange rate jumped, and things got tighter and tighter. I began asking God for a miracle.
Sometimes, the weight of the debt grew so heavy that I found myself in tears and real fear, but each time I came to the Lord, His word to me was, "Wait."
Oh, I didn't want to do that. I wanted this off my hands. I prayed and prayed for another ten years, and still, there was no relief. We pulled our belts tight, and God carried us through, but we could not resolve this mortgage. Meanwhile, God gave me Psalm 119:49 to hang on to. It reads, "Remember the word unto thy servant, upon which thou hast caused me to hope."
I heard God telling me to wait. I knew He placed in my heart the realization that He had already answered, but the time wasn't now. So I wiped my tears and rested, hoped, and believed His word to me as I continued to serve. I can't tell you how often I had to return to that verse. I repeated it when the debt overwhelmed me. I'd pray it as I pleaded before the Lord, knowing He always honors His Word.
As we moved into 2020, it still lingered. All our other debt was gone, but this one remained.
God continued to say, "Wait." I kept praying and watching to see how He would help us resolve this problem. I knew He would and only He could, so I waited for Him.
Now, I had prayed from 2004 to 2023, but let me drop back to 2003, before the mortgage. My mother passed away. My inheritance was a rental house. We owned it clear and free, and the income from it we used to clear other debt, keep ourselves afloat, and try to keep up the property. We planned to use it for retirement.
So, in 2023, while still praying about the mortgage, God said, "Now it is the time. Sell that house and clear the mortgage."
"What," I said, "Sell the house?"
"Yes," God said, "It has completed the job I needed it to do, and now this is My answer. Use the funds to clear your mortgage."
I thought I'd be really sad to see the house go, but I wasn't. God's hand was all over it.
The renter wanted to purchase it without any inspections. Our property manager was also an estate agent and managed the sale, only charging us 3%, and things went incredibly smoothly. The mortgage was cleared, and we still had money to invest for retirement. A win, win!
The sigh of relief and the joy of knowing God had directed the whole thing felt wonderful. I give all glory to Him. My waiting paid off, and what did I learn? God always answers prayer. Wait, is an answer.
In Ruth 3:18, Naomi instructs Ruth to wait, saying, "Sit still, my daughter, until thou know how the matter will fall; for the man will not be in rest, until he have finished the thing this day."
Friend, Christ, your kinsman redeemer, sees your need, and when you bring it to Him and lay it at His feet, He blesses and assures you He will answer. He does not slumber nor sleep in His care and attention to you. You can sit still, knowing He is working on your behalf.
If you have a pressing need today, take yourself to the feet of the altar and ask the Lord to work. You'll go away blessed and anticipating His answer, even if He says, "Wait."